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Definition of Charism according to Merriam – Webster:

An extraordinary power (as of healing) given a Christian by the Holy Spirit for the good of the church

The Charism of the Sisters of Providence is Love, Mercy, Justice. They live that out through ministries in different parts of the U.S. and Taiwan. Love, Mercy and Justice is part of everything they are involved in. It is a gift of the Holy Spirit given to the Sisters for the good of the church and the world.

I had to think of what my personal charism could be. I found it in the tag line of this blog. Pray, Love, Serve. This is me. This is who I am. This is the gift of the Holy Spirit to me for the good of the church. This is my gift to the world. When I link my personal charism to the charism of the Sisters, it becomes a unique gift from me to the church. It becomes a unique gift from me to the world in which I live.

As I was going through this unit in my Associate handbook, this passage caught my eye:

And we know too that the acceptance of grace itself is a gift, enabling all who receive it with open hearts, hands and minds to partake in the very life of God.

WOW! I found it hard to wrap my head around the concept that I can partake in the very life of God. According to dictionary.com the definition of grace is:

The freely given, unmerited favor and love of God. 

The acceptance of grace is accepting the freely given, unmerited favor and love of God. I do not deserve God’s love, but He loves me anyway. I do not deserve His favor and blessing, but He gives it anyway. Will I accept His grace in order to partake in the very life of God? Absolutely!!! The idea that the God of the universe is extending an invitation to ME to live life with Him is mind blowing. He is inviting me to partner with Him in His mission to the world. What exactly does that look like for someone like me?

That brings me to another passage that really spoke to me:

From this common understanding of mission comes our common call: to be Providence in the world today.

To be Providence in the world. What does that look like? How can this 46 year-old single mom with anxiety issues be Providence in the world? I keep going back to what a sister told me, “this is your ministry.” She knew that I needed a ministry and was reminding me that my job in the food service dept. IS a ministry. Initially, it wasn’t what I wanted to hear. A ministry is feeding the hungry, fighting for the oppressed, being a voice for the voiceless, or showing love, mercy and justice to the sisters who have given their lives showing love, mercy and justice to those who need it the most. In the months since this interaction, I have reflected on her words and she is right. Serving the sisters IS a ministry. The sisters are human, they deal with discouragement, pain and sadness just the same as we all do. Being able to pray with and for the sisters is a ministry. Feeding the sisters and their guests is a ministry. Joining with them in their cause is a ministry. Maybe I’ve been looking at it all wrong. Maybe I’ve had the wrong perspective. My job in food services can be stressful and overwhelming. It isn’t what I thought ministry looked like, but maybe it is. Maybe instead of hating it and fighting against it, I need to love the fact that I get to do something for the sisters who do so much for other people. I need to do it for God.

My challenge is to look at it as a ministry and not just a job. I need to see it as a service to the sisters, even on bad days when I am ready to run for the door. I need to change my perspective. I never tire of showing the sisters how much I respect them and love them, so I need to hang on to that, when the job itself becomes almost too much to deal with.

Using my personal charism of pray, love, serve and joining it with love, mercy and justice in serving the sisters is my ministry for now. This is how I get to Be Providence in the world and I am okay with that.

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